July 2009
Today when my mother asked why I didn’t go sleep until 7:30am I simply said
“I had an Important phone call” to which she replied,
“You’re always there…” referring to me always being available to help my loved ones. Which is true. I would do anything for those that care most about. I guess I just never expected my mother to understand why I would...
Last night...
…was the first Monday in which I did not have to go work. I did what I usually would do on the weekend except it was a monday. I forgot it was monday….I never know what day it is. Hopefully this job comes through. I ate too much. I’m lost…need more sleep.
June 2009
I can’t believe I’m waiting in a line for a store to open to buy shoes.
Unemployed: Day 4
7:00…still awake
5:30…I had planned on being asleep 2 hours ago. Why aren’t I tired anymore?
If you let your dream slip through the cracks, hope that a close friend is there to catch it and live it for you.
Casually walking around Louisville, as if I know what I’m doing
Unemployed: Day 3
Going to bed at 3 is weird to me
gosh dang it KG….you jinxed us.
Unemployed: Day 2
I really have the urge to tumbl…so bad…I have nothing to say….gosh dang it.
Just purchased my first tank of gas as an unemployed man
Today I purchased my first meal as an unemployed man. It filled me up.
“You’ll be missed here Phillip. I’ll always remember you as nice, courteous, and polite.” This was said to me but one of my (former) co-workers last night, and elder woman. Makes me feel good because this is how I would always want to be thought of, especially by my elders.
Unemployed: Day 1
I’m freakin out super hardcore right now. This is weird. Now how I thought it would be.
TURNING THE PAGE...
After tonight a HUGE change in my life is going to take place. It is probably hard for most people to understand, but tonight is my last night at my current employer. I have been there for 4 years and it has practically consumed me. I don’t really know what life outside those walls is like. I’ve gone through a lot while I have been there, good and bad. People assume I’m stoked...
i need a freakin hobby
Why is @DwightHoward referring @therealtwill as “my boy”???
Why am I watching sports center at 5:30am? I need to get to bed before the sun comes up.
Coach Cal ripped it on FSR. I’m so stoked for the season to start. I’m about to cry.
Right now...
…I’m thinking about how tired and physically exhausted I am. Well not so much that as I am thinking about how in a few days, if I wanted to lay down and go to sleep at this hour I could.
Sleeping sounds so attractive right now. I thought I was doing fine and getting better. That was only because I was filling the void with temporary fixes. After placing the right shaped peg back into...
Emotions are a mountain harder to conquer than Everest.
Sometimes is hard to tell the difference between between the voice of God and the voice of Satan.
This is an all too familiar scene…it could be the death of me.
Soon we’ll be hanging by the pool, eating dinner, watching family guy, the office, and some choice movies….just like the old times. Perhaps call into work again? Who knows.
No nerves tonight.
June 23, 2009
Some stuff is going to go down today. It’s either gonna be one of the best un-regrettable days, or the exact opposite. Either way, it’s going to be an eye opener. Part of me is scared and the other part says “give no fricks and do what you do.”
Do what you do.
“Ohana means family”
– ohana punch…..used to drink that everyday in the cafeteria in high school
An hour and a half wait to get my oil changed….even more reason to put it off. Ill suck it up and read…
If you can dream it, you can do it.
Do you ever right something in view of the public that was inspired by a certain person? But a different person thinks you are writing about them? And then it’s awkward because you want them to know it’s not necessarily about them. But you can’t tell them unless they ask because you don’t want that person to think that you think they are vain…
Humans are silly.
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You’re the exact opposite of what I need……but exactly what I want.
